words to you, 'super close friend'..

13 July 2010

to my 'super close friend' :
(1) don't try to change yourself because of him saying that...
(2) please... take care of your own health if you do really wanted to change just because of that... because as far as i seen... your body / health is kinda weak...
(3) honestly in my opinion you're way better than who you think you are... even better than my dream girl... (just don't ask me why i like her... because i cant find that answer myself...)
(4) forgive me that i cant sweet talk / comfort you out of that sad feeling when you needed me the most... so sorry to you... SORRY~
(5) SMILE~

dont be so sad...

13 July 2010

to person-A:
SHIT!!! you have over did it THIS TIME!!! cant you just self control a bit?! you been hurting my friends again and again... and worse of all... this time you hurting my super close friend so so so much... you know how sensitive is that word for a girl?! even though is just for fun and for joke... but still... people wont use that word to joke around... especially in front of the public...

although i just get to know her since May 11, 2010... and... we were so hardly click together at the beginning but now... she became my super close friend... I trusted her till i told her some of my secrets... and today.. she is so badly hurt that i can feel the tears inside her heart... and this is the 2nd time I see my super close friend feel so sad!! IF ONLY i know to sweet talk and try to comfort her out of that sadness... feel so useless when the time she needed me... T.T

Main Reason:
(1) because of him-A using that sensitive word to describe her and to joke around with it in front of the public... i know he-A been like this since dunno when... but this time... definitely he-A has over did it...
(2) how the hell he-B didn't say something to support / protect / stand up for her... aren't he-B is the one who always try to court her all this time?! worse of all... he-B didn't even try to talk her out of that sadness at the first place... than... through the phone call... cant he-B even feel that how she wanted /wish him to comfort her?! and he-B still act like he-B dunno anything?! what kind of future-"bf" is he-B?!

well... what ever it is... I really hope she can overcome her sadness and enjoy her happy life again... wish to see her sweet laugh again on the next day...

things just happen...

12 July 2010...

somewhere around 2.30pm... when i was syok syok enjoying my production work... than i receive a message from my close friend... after the 2nd / 3rd message... i was totally like... *WTF!!* ... *you're kidding me?!* ... *is that for real?!* ... *how did that happen?!* ... *did anything happen to you?!* ... *did you get hurt?!* ... *are you fine?!* ... *please don't cry!!* ... everything just flash into my head... than we keep on messaging to slightly talk about detail... after messaging for a while... than i agree to spend this coming weekend to accompany this close friend to settle some stuff...

Sing K

11 July 2010

Danny invited for K... and somehow he manage to ask her and ShaeLyn out... so i agree to tag along also... 4pm... session started!!! haHaha... well... supposedly we were only K till 7pm... but because of some problem happen to the service... they extended our time till 9pm...

during those 5 hour... we been having a great time... well at least I am... especially having fun together with her... while ShaeLyn & Danny was busy singing... at least we were discussing what song to choose... to choose not for me n her... but for ShaeLyn and Danny... coz they both macam what song pun can sing... Pro betul... besides... i somehow roughly know what kind of song she like too... heHe... not gonna tell you... find it out yourself... ^^ well... although i admit her singing voice a bit 'cacat' but somehow i like it... coz its kinda funny, cute and special... especially when she sing solo... thats the golden moments...

wish i can come out and have fun together with her again... ^^

will TRY AGAIN!!!

9 July 2010

after struggle for such a long time... FINALLY i got the courage to date her out... well... although she have rejected it because of some specific reason (can't mention it here due to some privacy)... but still I'm happy with it because she reply me with words that included... "改次"... i guess i just have to TRY AGAIN... at least I will be aiming for the movie that she desperately wanted to watch...

guys talk...

8 July 2010

okay... i promise her not to mention the most funny action that she did today in this blog... so nothing i can do about it... haHaha... or else u will found her throwing my dead body which being chop to pieces by pieces into the crocodile river...

10pm... the available DG55 gather up and have a small chat... actually just meeting up with Bunny coz she will be leaving Malaysia soon... around 11pm... the girls have left... so the boys start their boy talk... so kinda everyone is being question one by one... when its my turn... suddenly a friend say : "the night that girl that i fetch quite pretty wer~'".. because of that sentences... i have to do some explanation and start telling them real story... and worse of all... they even go facebook to have a look how pretty she actually is... Surprisingly... almost all of them answer... 'wer~ quite pretty wah~'... some even ask 'why didnt tackle her?' at that moment i was total speechless... because i not sure how to explain to them that... is the other person that attracted me not her... only than they start asking question about my dream girl~
what a night~

can i do it?!

7 July 2010 - 8 July 2010

for no reason at all... i suddenly thought of her... cant stop thinking of her again... her smile... her beauty... her speech... her action... her favorite... her sleepy face...

than suddenly was thinking about...

- how should i date her out?!
- when is the best day to date her out?! Saturday?! Sunday?!
- will she say 'YES' if i date her out for that movie?!
- what if she say 'NO'?!
- should i phone her or msg her?!
- should i invite others too? or just her best friend?! or just both of us?!
- etc...

just by thinking of all those headache question... suddenly few people line came across me...
- Steve : DO IT FIRST... WORRY LATER...
- cCheat : JUST DO IT and NO REGRETS...
- Daniel : JUST DO IT as if its THE LAST DAY ON EARTH...
- KuanWin : FOLLOW YOUR HEART...
- Albert : DON'T THINK... JUST DO IT...
- ShaeLyn : BE BRAVE and GO FOR IT...