today is the day !!

today is the day .. 

the day when both parents 

meet and talk about the details of 

our marriage .. 

:D

Roar Studio Sdn Bhd

July 1

today I officially join a new studio as a VFX Design Compositor ..
job scope basically include .. composite/editing video and creating/enhancing visual effects ..
picture is the company logo ..

lonely at home waiting for the love one

8pm .. i told come back early i'll be waiting you and you reply me "OKAY , I will ... "

and now its 4am .. and once AGAIN you never give a call or drop a message about where you are .. don't you know that there is someone at home WORRYING about you ?! hello . . someone waited till he fall asleep . . and when he awake . . he saw no one at his side .. and he think he might just fall asleep for few minutes . . but when he look at the clock .. its already 3.35am . . since its so late and she havent back .. so he assume that there will be a miss call or a message from you that stating the reason why weren't you back yet .. but SADLY .. he saw nothing indicate on his phone .. and he started to worry .. just right when he wanna make a phone call .. his phone dead (and yet he realize his phone charger was left inside the car which you took over to go out and have fun with) .. leave him nothing to worry .. luckily when he restart his phone .. he manage to drop few messages .. just when he wanna make a call .. the phone died ..

and yet he suddenly remember this is NOT the first time it happen .. from what he recall .. this is already the third time .. and yet .. on the 1st and 2nd time .. you promise him that you will drop a message or make a call if you will be back not before 12am .. and then what now .. ANOTHER STRIKE for you ?! if this is a baseball game .. 3rd STRIKE also mean that YOU'RE OUT !!

IF ONLY ..

MAY 24

today

MAY 24, 2014

has become one of the most most most most important day of my life .. 

why ?

because SHE say YES ..

Mua.Haha.Ha

from today onwards .. 

i can finally intro her as "my fiance" instead of the usual "my girl friend" ..

Mua.Haha.Ha 

Happy Happy Happy

I'M GETTING MARRY SOON

Proposal Ring

there some reason for this news to be delay til today .. because she visit my blog occasionally .. so just in case she saw this one .. i have to delay this post .. at least till the day i propose .. and since you reading this post .. it mean i already propose to her ..

here a quick view of how it the ring look like .. 

here a zoom-in version of the ring .. if you wish to have a more closer look .. too bad i cant help you with that .. coz this is the most my camera can handle .. zooming in more will somehow seems weird , pixel , dark , blur , etc etc .. for those who know who she is .. you can try ask her to show you but there no promises that she will show it .. because she is not the kind of showing off person .. :)

what the result of the propose ?! hehe .. stay tune to find out more ..

countdown to ..

I have a secret .. but I cant told her .. why .. because it is what she not suppose to know .. if she know it .. everything will be ruined .. all she know is that there is a countdown to something .. she know the countdown to what .. but she dunno the exact time of that countdown .. in conclusion .. she know that X events will happen just that she dunno when ..

as for myself .. I been trying to get my hand on O .. but what I saw in the luxury shop show me that it is not something I am afford to get my hand on .. but still .. I must get it before the countdown end .. because I know exactly when will the count down time end .. and its my BIG PROMISE to her ..

furthermore .. I'm still headache on HOW + WHERE should I give it to her .. I have something in mind .. but it might not be something that can be done in working day .. but it have to be on that day .. grrr .. so wish I can share my pain with someone except her of coz ..

what ever .. the count down is near .. I still have to get my hand on that O first before anything else can be done ..

ALL THE BEST TO MYSELF !!!

speehless

Its been a long time since i last type some rubbish here ..

well .. just wanna shout out some stupid things .. I WANT TO CHANGE JOB .. i use to thought everyone in this industry will work their best to give out their all .. since this industry is somehow about art .. so i been assuming that those who work in this industry is doing what they like .. since most of my industry people will said "the employer is paying us money for doing what we like" .. but in this company .. its totally different from what i assuming ..

there are total of 8 person in my department (including me) .. 3 out of 8 is of that is the person who actually working .. 2 work depends on their mood .. 1 who work super slow like turtle .. 1 who always playing with his ipad , smartphone , laptop , etc etc .. 1 who always came in super duper late and worse always MIA ..

not to praise myself .. but i do notice the Producer, Supervisor and Coordinator always love to say something when the shots/scenes need to send to client within few hours .. wondering what they said ?! hmm .. cant really tell wor .. hmm .. really cant ler .. dont manja lar .. okay okay .. they wont know what i type here anywhere .. okay .. what they love to said is .. "pass it to xxx .. since he is the best we got here .." and then my mind will automatically scold "WHAT THE ..."

in conclusion .. this place demoralize my working attitude .. but in friendship wise .. they are a very good person to hang out with .. they always taking care of me mayb due to i am the only person who is totally different culture with them ..

BadLuck-001 - August

she representing them ring me asking if I want to take up the editor job instead of compositing job with them or not.. and then some P&C conversation happen in between .. then they ask me if my expecting salary negotiable or not .. just after I said is negotiable .. she told me that her boss was thinking to hire me with rm2500 .. she will let me think for it for a while ( at least while the position still open to hire ) ..

somehow in my mind .. i kinda think .. this is kinda too low for me .. i need to pay up my loan(s) .. travelling fees/expenses .. travelling time .. etc .. etc .. it kinda make me feel like unless shit happens .. or else I don't think I will accept this ..

An experience with PBB

WAH LAU WEH !!! this Public Bank in XXX branch is so waste of my time !! worse of the worse service that I never had experience before !!

thinking of changing/updating my ATM card .. 12.25pm .. I arrive at the bank .. take number .. wait for my turn .. my number is 3054 while the current number is 3042 .. from what I see .. at least they got 3 customer service counter .. so wait for 12 persons is okay .. 1.00pm .. current number still 3042 .. 1 counter close .. left 2 .. 1.30pm .. current number is 3045 .. and another counter close .. 1.45pm .. calling number 3047 but the person holding number 3063 walk to the counter as in nothing happen .. am thinking okay .. sure the person will kena "shoo" by the counter .. BUT INSTEAD .. the person sit down and the service counter serve him .. WTF !!! 2.08pm .. 3063 customer settle his stuff .. finally am thinking can continue with 3048 .. BUT INSTEAD .. the counter CLOSE !!! in other words .. current active counter .. 0 !!! WTF !!! I know it is lunch time .. but with this kind of 0 counter happening ?! is that even allow ?! 

2.30pm .. 1 counter re-open !! continue from 3048 .. finally at 2.35pm .. 3054 number was call (due to things happen .. somehow a lot of ppl had left .. so i somehow become the next number holder tat still patiently waiting after tat 3063) .. 2.45pm .. somehow / finally i settle my card exchange .. 

moral of the story .. I was wondering why the hack i took only 10 minutes while the rest of the ppl took roughly half an hour to settle their things .. what in the name are they settling with ?! is it the service counter problems ?! or does it because of somethings else ? 

i mess up AGAIN

yesterday I was feeling after receive reply for an interview .. 
but today I become ..

reason ?

I read wrong job application Ad .. actually they were hiring Wedding Videographer cum Editor..
but i accidentally censor the word "videographer" ..
so become Wedding Video Editor . 

scare scare liao lor ..
as far as i know ..
i can handle video editing very well ..
but videographer ..
i lack of self confidence in this lar ..
haiz ..

an APPROVAL ?!

" you know .. my dad ask me when are we gonna marry .. Hehe .. "

this is the story came out from ES mouth when we were driving from Sri Muda to USJ Submit on Wednesday (June 26, 2013) .. I kinda have 2 feeling for this story/question .. why 3 ? which 3 ? i also dunno why .. well .. the best explanation i can come out with is ..

SURPRISE !!

I guess all couple will be surprise and speechless once this question was ask by either from your parents or your partner's parents .. either way .. it make all speechless .. as far as i know .. this is a question with a hidden promising and responsible behind .. its a question that cannot simply answer .. or it might not end up well ..

HAPPY !!

I'm not sure about others .. but for me .. this question is an APPROVAL for the relationship to go beyond just couple .. in other words .. ES's dad APPROVE me to become his son in law / her sweet , cute , lovely daughter's husband .. 

FIRE !!

since it has been approve by ES's parents .. it makes me wanna plan for the marriage even better .. as far as i plan .. i wanna do it within this 2 years .. haHAha .. ALL THE BEST to me ..

1year Anniversary

HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY !!! 

my lovely DARLING !!!

since this is monday... there nothing big I can do to celebrate with her... therefore... what ever I try to plan... it all happen yesterday... YES ... is YESTERDAY !!! at least me and her wasn't that busy especially on SUNDAY ... next is the story of roughly what happen yesterday ... :D

the place we went ?! BUKIT TINGGI ... oh... the one in Pahang... not the one in KLANG... haHAha... reason?! just because that place is full of LANTANA... well... for some... you might think... its only just lantana... but for my darling... LANTANA is like a dream to her... well... at least is what make her go "crazy" and "cute" and "weird"... haHAha!! sadly... just before we arrive our destination... we had some small argument going on between us... luckily everything were solve few minutes after we arrive... you can't imagine how relief I am during that moment... than by evening... for some reason... we end up in Summit Cinema watching, We Not Naughty ... haHAha... what a show...

than by night... I did some cooking for my darling... hehe... I think this is the 2nd time I cooked for her... personally... the meal taste not that good... but she somehow like it... well... I hope so... haHAha... but I will cook a better meal next time... :D

once again... 

HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY, DARLING !! 

I LOVE YOU !!

11 month Anniversary

its 11 month anniversary... mua-haha-ha...

can't wait to met my darling after work and bring her go anywhere to makan... can't wait to hug her tight in my arm... I wait .. wait .. wait .. and patiently wait .. finally.. its almost time to finish work.. and I receive a msg that.. my darling got to attend a meet up with the "sisters" ... well... although I'm quite unhappy about it... but I can't blame her too.. because I didn't date her in the first place... haHAha...

what a day... oh... in replace... we talk on phone in the late night... at least I'm happy with that... haHAha !!

Valentine Day

its VALENTINE DAY ...

right after finish work... i visit Darling house... and we had dinner at her house... after dinner... we kinda when out for "shopping" ... but actually we went to Giant... because darling need to get something from there... we spend quite a long time there... well at least till the GIANT getting ready to close... which i think should be around 11.40pm... i guess... 

well... i know this is not a nice VALENTINE DAY... but whatever it is... i just hope me and her can spend the time together no matter where we are... :D

VALENTINE DAY's present for darling

VALENTINE DAY's present from darling

10th Month Anniversary

untill now... i still cant believe i went and make such a weird pillow for my darling... and the most surprising part is... she love love love love it very very much... oh gosh... something wrong with us... haHAha... but what to do... coz we are in love... haHAha...

...HAPPY 10th MONTH ANNIVERSAY, darling EeSoon...

Table Lamp LOVE Big Zero Egg
Wood LOVE Rain

甜蜜的感觉

谈恋爱时 ... 最甜蜜的时候会是什么情况下呢 ?!

哈哈 ... 我今天再次体会到它的感觉哦 ... 哈哈哈 ...

半夜起床上厕所 ... 再从厕所回房后 ... 不知道哪来的暗淡的灯光 ... 就这样照着正在甜睡中的爱人 ... 就这样看着爱人睡觉的甜蜜样子 ... 那种感觉是无法形容的甜蜜和幸福 ... 也不知道看了多久 ... 突然就冲动的轻吻了一下 ... 然而 ... 正在甜睡的她 ... 脸上竟然带了点害羞的感觉 ... 在旁看起来也真的很够力可爱啊 ... 之后不久... 却又自然得再吻了一下 ... 而她却害羞的转过身 ... 就在这时候 ... 不知怎么的 ... 手就被她压着 ... 这可是千载难逢的机会啊 ... 怎能就此错过呢 ... 当然 ... 就紧紧的把她抱在怀里啊 ... 享受着那么温暖的感觉 ... 也不知何时 ... 也就此睡着了 ...

亲爱的 ... 虽然我不知道你是否记得这一些 ... 不过 ... 老土的我 ... 还是很想对你说 ... 

大零蛋... 桌灯非常的爱你 

wait wait wait

rush back by 8pm... trying my best to reach back home by 9pm... mainly because she told me everything will be done around 9pm... therefore i must reach back by 9pm to wait for her phone call...

10.30pm... receive a msg from her... saying that its gonna be delay coz need to go have some rest at fren house for a while...

11.00pm... saw something on fb which i wish the best of it that it wont happen... but it happen...

11.30pm... still waiting for the call..

11.45pm... YEAH !! she msg !! BUT~~~~ bad news... which will be leaving fren house around 10 minutes...

12.00am... still waiting...

12.20am... YEAH !! what i have been waiting for has finally come !! YEAH !!

奇怪的感觉

不知为何 ... 每当从她口中听到 "他的朋友" ... 我内心就会 ... 

实在点说 ... 我开始感觉到害怕 ... 在害怕的时候 ... 我却慢慢的发现 ... 我开始失去了应有的信心 ... 信心 ?! 我想应该是的 ... 但是为何会这样呢 ?! 坦白说 ... 我也并不是很清楚 ... 或许 ... 这一切都是由那恶梦的来源 ... 虽然她曾说 ... 恶梦在现实生活中是会完全相反的 ... 理论上来说 ... 那并不是什么值得 担心 / 烦脑 的事情 ... 可我始终是忘不了梦里一切的情景 ... 

总而言之 ... 我 ...

BAD DREAM !!

awake coz of having bad dream... it was so real that I actually scare it happen in real life... especially part of my life... its a dream that i wish it will never ever happen no matter what happen... the bad dream is about...

introducing A and B is couple...

somewhere someday somehow... A was being send by his company to oversea to handle some business stuff... while B told A she cant tag along due to tight working schedule... so... while A finish handling his business stuff... he decided to went shopping at a nearby shopping mall... than A saw B shopping with C... to confirm that A didnt see the wrong person... he make a phone call to B... B answer the phone and still saying that she was at home... but in fact... A saw it with his own eyes... B is here... in the same country where he is... watching her having fun with C...

so A decide to follow B... surprisingly... B and C went into a hotel... at the room corridor... C kiss on B forehead where A was watching somewhere in the corner... the sad part was... B and C went into the room... A started to worry is it happen what he thinking... than A walk toward the room... and knock on the door... 

"KNOCK !! KNOCK !! KNOCK !!"  ... and than I woke up coz of the door knocking by my parents... guess you know why I wish this dream will never happen...

busy Friday

its just a normal Friday to begin with... and by 9am... i was assign 3 work tast at once... and all of that is expected to be send in for approval within the day... so... i started up with the fastest and easiest tast... which i manage to complete around 2 hours... 

just when i start the 2nd one... i found out that some official file to work at is missing... so i confronted to my coord... and discuss something with her... she found out that the work file hasn't been approve by that specific department... that the reason the file doesn't exist... and we just have to delay the 2nd work... 

and so... i start the 3rd one... after working for few hours... which i think it was around 70% done... than... suddenly my lead requesting me to open up my passed few weeks work to do some REVISE... which the supervisor had kick back for some major fixes... which it also mean that i have to stop all my 3rd working tast to work on this REVISE work...

by around 6pm... sadly I'm still working on the REVISE work... just when i struggling how am i suppose to finish up the 3rd working tast... my lead actually told me to leave it to him to handle... around 7pm... I'm done with my REVISE work... and asking my lead if he need my help on the 3rd work tast or not... surprisingly... he just need 5 more minutes to complete the work... just when i found out that he had done so fast... i was totally STUNNED !!! with some Q&A happening... at last i manage to learn some new tricks from my lead on how to do such work fast and accurate... 

haHaha... what a busy day... but... at least i learn something new today from my lead... haHAha... happy...