Wednesday, June 11, 2008

oh no... so pai seh...

10 June '08
actually today i woke up at around 8am bcoz of my phone ring... than for dunno wat reason... i back to my sweet sleep again... but the next time i open my eyes... i saw her going out... than i shock n straight away jump up... well... half reason is bcoz of her, n the other half is bcoz she normally go out between 9am - 930am... in other words, i'm late for the group meeting... coz i'm suppose to b there on 9am... once i arrive 3D Lab... i only saw leader n lecturer in side the classroom... so... i think i'm not the only one who is late for the meeting... than... everyone come one by one...

at around 3 pm... dunno for wat reason... me, Daniel, Km, ZQ plus dunno who (cant remember) suddenly talk about girls... than we link here link there... n finally link to me n the Rong pulak... than we talk talk talk n than HooiLing oso come in n join the conversation... n i began to pai seh pai seh dy... out of no way... Daniel talk about things tat i express at blog... n CK heard it... than... curiosity of Km n CK rise... Km terus go search for the website tat Daniel say about... Luckily... the comp Km using cannot online... so cant find the website... n i feel a bit happy.. ^^... BUT... CK told Km use his comp to find... within few minutes/seconds... he finally found it... than they started to read, laugh, n etc (dunno wat they doing there coz i a bit pai seh... so sit far far)... well... since ppl r gathering there... than ppl tat pass by oso join to read the blog ( i think Raymond, Nelson, YeeJenn n TsaeYen oso there; not so sure )... wah seh... really feel a bit pai seh ner... seriously so pai seh...^^

at night... while Km, cCheat n Dan is playing game... i was doing nothing but to sit, stand, walk at the living room... n OOPSSSS... she come down send her fren out n b4 she go back up... we manage to "hi" each other wif hand language... but still... she still feel a bit shy shy... mayb i "face problem"... =.=" around 11.xx pm... me, cCheat, WeiKang, SamLeong decide to go out yam cha... just b4 i get into the car... i saw her standing at the window there wondering who's car is it... than i KNOCK my head while getting into the car... hahaha... so stupid... =.="

Sunday, June 8, 2008

losing control of myself

07 June '08
recently... i think i'm almost cant control my own feeling... sometimes... i even feeling like... i dont understand myself anymore... wat the hack i want?! thinking of 2 gals at the same times... m i really tat "flower heart"... omg...

a gal who is so far far far far away from me n is in Sungai Long... another gal who is so near near near me which usually just around 10 steps away from me... i dont really know the reason here... i been trying to keep away n stop thinking about both of them by playing few game that need brain power... such as wat game?! dota, starcraft, MapleStory, NeedForSpeed Most Wanted, SNK vs Capcom, miniclip... all this kind of game cant stop me thinking of them... coz once i open... less than 15 minute i will close the game for sure... coz totally cant focus at all... all i know is just 2 of them... well... fren did say try do something more hard for animator like us... n i did... i did a rough Space Battle Ship... n it still in progress... but still... less than 30 minutes... i off the Maya Software again... haiz...

wat the hell wrong wif me... thinking both of them so sudden n make me suffer for almost 1 weeks... they arent even my galfren... dont think is so much worth of thinking them... dont tell me this is some sort of stupid sign given from the heaven... haiz~~~ T.T

Saturday, June 7, 2008

wow... ^^

06 June '08
well... wake up early morning but seems like u wont go to class so early... but i cant wait u bcoz i wanna see u just once... coz i'm late for my group work... hope to see u soon... while in 3D Lab... i been trying on VFX of flame and smoke... but seems like... whatever i did... there no way tat i meet CheeKin requirement... lastly... he decided to find some real reference... such as burning a things n record it down to be a reference of out Final Project... While in the afternoon... i'm been trying out 2 ways on showing the credits of our movie, TheChase... than only i found that... YeeJenn is not as bad as our thought... i least she got do some minor things here n there after all... is not that she didnt do anything... quite feel sorry for accusing her done nothing at all... Sorry, Yee Jenn... around 4 or 5 pm... i'm started getting lazy on trying things here n there... n i finally save all the fail... n do my own things... which is... a Space Battle Ship modeling... well... after do it for almost 3 hour... i think i finally get it 30% done... hahaha... wat a happy result...

finally is movie time... KungFuPanda... YA!HAA!!!! wat a great show n wat a style of combining 2D and 3D together... impressive!!! bravo!!! marvelous!!! after wathing the movie... all 12 of us ( Vjan, KaiYen, cCheat, KaiKeat, me, KM, KokKang, KokKang's bro, YeeJenn, me, Daniel and Princess ) go YamCha together at D'Sayang Mamak Stall... wat a surprise that... even princess oso join for this YamCha... wow.... hahaha... we talk a lot during the YamCha... wat rubbish we oso bring out to talk... even about my housemate... coz beside the stewardess... only me see her b4... so the only thing i can say is describe how she look... n bla bla bla ( secret... cant tell u as a reader ) ^^...

Thursday, June 5, 2008

what a suprising day... =.="

04 June '08
early in the morning kena wake up by door bang sound... i tot it was her... but sadly... is just another house mate of mine... hahaha... but when i started to do my Final Project VFX testing in Autodesk Combustion 4... suddenly CheeKin call me to go college to pass him fail that he need to do animation... haiz... hv to stop my testing n go meet him up... once go out... mana tau, night only i manage to arrive home...

after hand in the fail that CheeKin want... he request me to put props inside the scene fail n make some modeling changing for some purpose... well... if modeling change... it means i hv to redo the UV unwrap oso... hahaha... quite fun oso doing all the things tat i most enjoy... after that we go McD for our lunch lor... hahaha...

actually after lunch i was planning to go home do my VFX testing de... but than... KokKang told me tat 3D Lab got extra computer for me... so i go there test lor... BUT... when i'm there... i realise tat my Combustion Tutorial fail is not inside my HardDisk... so i hv to search from the server which Lec use to put their sharing fail there ( i take it from there oso on last semester )... but i keep searching searching n searching... i didnt manage to find it... when i decided to go home do... someone came in the 3D Lab door n said tat outside is raining heavily... Wat The Hack... cant get home n cant do tutorial testing in 3D Lab... nothing i can do liao...
after talking here n there... than i suddenly realize tat... i was on my own project currently which i hv start yet... since i'm nothing to do at there... so i do my portfolio things... which is to model a Space Battle Ship... well... 3 hour sitting inside there... i'm just manage to model 1/10 of the modeling... feel like so the slow... haiz.... hv to GAMBATEH lor....

around 8pm... when i was at home doing nothing... suddenly i heard key opening a door... so i look n saw her open door n felling shy shy looking at me... well... so i continue do my things.... n than dunno for wat reason i look back at her again... n once again she shy shy looking n me with a laughing face that kind of like saying "Hai.. i'm back..."... well... till now 2am morning... i still can remember the expression on her face tat laughing at me... wat a cute gal i ever met...

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

a day in 3D Lab without 100% concentration...

03 June '08
since i wake up early in the morning... which i myself also not quite sure for the actual reason to wake up so early... but than, since i oledi wake up... so i prepare myself to go out... actually is kind of waiting her to go out... so tat we can walk together to our own destination mayb with some little conversation to get to know more about her ^^... but after i go toilet n come out... i saw her come down n heading out... but is out of my plan... after i wears socks n shoes n rush to the gate... i saw her oledi walk far away... kind of no luck for today... or mayb she purposely walk as fast as she can... well... dont really care... will hv the chance next time...

inside 3D Lab... i found out tat... suddenly CheeKin become so serious on our Final Project... i think mayb is bcoz he want to finish it b4 the month of July... coz heard him saying tat he got a trip to australia wif his family tat month... welll... the only think " 4+1 Group " can do is try our best to finish our Final Project b4 the month of July... GAMBATEH!!! " 4+1 Group " ... ^^

beside... i also got kind of feeling that... sometimes... i cant 100% concentrate on things that we do in 3D Lab... is just like all i can think of is try to go back home as soon as possible... sort of cant wait to see her again... i wonder is it this kind of feeling tat a couple hv for his/her partner... well... honestly say... i hope i'm not into her yet bcoz of some reason... but during at night... when i found out that she is in her own room... i quite like wish to see her face to face again... sometimes... i even go outside the garden n see that is she still awaken or not... haiz... i nvr has this kind of feeling b4... haiz~~~... now still wondering wat kind of feeling is this... T.T

Monday, June 2, 2008

a new HouseMate

02 June '08
today is the day where my new house mate move in... well... since i'm the only one that saw her b4 among all my housemate... so... i hv a mission given by cCheat... tat is to pass her the key of this house n her room... well... i accept this bcoz... she quite cute... so, in other words... cant wait to see her again...

from morning wait untill afternoon... from afternoon wait untill evening... still she hvnt appear... i'm quite hungry dy plus cCheat phone me for dinner... than i hv no choice but to put the Key on my computer desk... while we ( Me, cCheat, ZQ, Sam, Audrey ) were eating in Subway Pyramid... than cCheat receive a call... then.. he call WeiKang to go take the Key on my computer desk n pass it to her... after tat... i tot she will b there after i went home... but unfortunately... she only just take key n go back to her place to pack her things to move in...

by night... around 8 or 9... suddenly my door open... at first... i tot it was James who come home after his class... but when i look at it... i found tat it was her standing there wif a bit of shy shy feeling... well... normal ppl like me will just laugh laugh at her n welcome her to this "messy" house... after she n her fren carry all the things, after her fren left, n after she went inside to her room... i ask cCheat tat, doesnt she look CUTE... but sadly cCheat only reply... well dunno which one is her so cant tell me the answer... haiz~~~

well, honestly... cant wait to meet her again in near hour and cant wait to talk to her in near future... i guess since we r in the same house now... so... i will hv the chance on it... HahaHa... oh ya... by the way... i found out her name is Tan Suk Rong ( sound like tat but dunno the spelling correct or not )... ^^