recently... i think i'm almost cant control my own feeling... sometimes... i even feeling like... i dont understand myself anymore... wat the hack i want?! thinking of 2 gals at the same times... m i really tat "flower heart"... omg...
a gal who is so far far far far away from me n is in Sungai Long... another gal who is so near near near me which usually just around 10 steps away from me... i dont really know the reason here... i been trying to keep away n stop thinking about both of them by playing few game that need brain power... such as wat game?! dota, starcraft, MapleStory, NeedForSpeed Most Wanted, SNK vs Capcom, miniclip... all this kind of game cant stop me thinking of them... coz once i open... less than 15 minute i will close the game for sure... coz totally cant focus at all... all i know is just 2 of them... well... fren did say try do something more hard for animator like us... n i did... i did a rough Space Battle Ship... n it still in progress... but still... less than 30 minutes... i off the Maya Software again... haiz...
wat the hell wrong wif me... thinking both of them so sudden n make me suffer for almost 1 weeks... they arent even my galfren... dont think is so much worth of thinking them... dont tell me this is some sort of stupid sign given from the heaven... haiz~~~ T.T
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