不爽的感觉

很乱 .. 内心真的很乱 .. 也很担心 ..

想当年 梅问过我 万一有人追求她 我会怎么样 .. 然而事情就发生了 .. 前几个月 她也问了我同样的一个问题 不说你也能知道我的心情是如何吧 ..

前几个星期 她对我说了些话 让我从此无法面对她 .. 只觉得我欠她的实在太多了 .. 但是几天后 她所说的与她的行为 完完全全就是判若两人 .. 我竟然呆的不知所措 .. 然后她拥抱了我 ..
或许她不知道 当时的她正拥抱着在绝望的我 .. 起初我觉得她在同情又或者可怜我 .. 这样拖拖拉拉的一点都不象她 .. 这也使我产生了少许的愤 .. 可是渐渐的 我感觉到她的拥抱传来一阵阵的温暖 .. 而且其中还带着一些爱 .. 这令我想起 难道昨夜骂的完全不流尊严给我的人不是她吗 可是 不是她又会是谁呢 .. 不过说真的 我也不知道为何 我能够冷静的忍受昨夜的所有辱骂以及针针见血的词语 .. 换成是平时的我 肯定会与她来一场骂架 .. 我想也许是我已经习惯了她那针针见血的词语吧 .. 只希望她对我这样就好 千万别在外面这样与人对话 不然会得罪很多人的 ..

前几天 她说她要与某某某去吃晚餐 .. 其实当我听到他的名字时 我真的感觉到少许的不高兴 .. 不过我又能怎么样 .. 难道自私的不让她去吗 .. 我想原因应该就是因为我知道 只要有他在 要纯粹的吃晚餐 是百分之百的不可能 .. 因为晚餐只是借口罢了 而真正的目的地是 酒吧(或是只要有酒喝的地方都行) .. 不管怎样 她是不会相信我的 .. 因为她一定会骂我别再乱假设 (她每次都会这样 说/骂 的 .. 注: 这样的她超可爱的啊!!) .. 有哪个认识及熟悉他的人 会说有他在的晚餐 最后不会在酒吧出现呢 .. 或许你会说有一次 .. 不过那一次去不成 也是因为 他没驾车 而且司机(我)不想去 不然那一次依然是会在酒吧结尾的 .. 终止有他在的场所我都会不放心的让她去 ..

现在的我 竟然边看着我的电话边写部落格 .. 因为我正等待着她平安到家的信息 .. 等着 .. 等着 ..  现时已经是 凌晨1点25分 了 .. 渐渐的我也已经等待了两个小时左右 ..

May 20, 2012

0015 .. arriving Taman Sri Muda .. starting to wonder should I appear and surprise her .. or should I just turn back and head home .. and finally .. I've decided to appear and surprise her .. the moment she saw me standing outside her house .. she seems like very very very happy to see me .. than .. by holding both her hand and saying .. "HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you, DARLING~" .. haHAha .. sorry to the Ji Mui-s that i have to interrupt their gathering party ..

1020 .. wake up and head for Pak Li Restaurant for breakfast .. well .. main purpose is to enjoy the air-conditional there due to the hot weather .. than we went giant for some groceries and to purchase Chocolate Chip Cake ingredients .. and Darling also bought her favorite ice-cream and 2packs of vitagen due to some promotions that going on both the products ..

1400 .. I bake Chocolate Chip Cake for Darling as her Birthday Cake .. well .. this is my first time baking cake to someone .. so most likely .. my family and relative might get jealous after knowing this .. surprisingly .. everything went according to plan .. Chocolate Chip Cake is done .. and it doesn't taste too bad at all .. and i hope this can touches my Darling slightly little bit (since she always "complain" i'm not that romance) ..

2105 .. we went to Luna Bar for dinner (well .. at least that what i remember what my darling always been wishing for .. a dinner at Luna Bar with just the 2 of us) .. luckily the waiter guide us to a table that was next to a window which we can have the view of Kuala Lumpur .. haHA .. this make my darling super super happy about it .. than .. we make our order .. enjoying our dinner .. after the dinner .. we were just sitting there next to each other, on the sofa, enjoying Kuala Lumpur view .. I don't know about her .. but I seriously feel what the meaning of .. ROMANTIC .. and for a moment .. I feel like .. if only 11pm won't come .. than I can have her  forever and ever sit right next to me, with her head on my shoulder, with my arm around her waist and holding her warm hand .. 

2345 .. reach back her house safely .. and watching her walk right back into the house .. 

RnH 25th Anniversary

April 23 - April 27... is the event for my Company 25th Anniversary... basically... according to the time table for the whole week event... it will become... play fun eat is more than working through out the whole week...

the decoration of the Main Stage

Surprise Breakfast (cupcakes)

Band Performance

Band Performance

back to the 70's

Limbo Rocks

Company Group Photo

NOTE : pictures are all stolen from my colleague facebook site ... >.<

Wedding Dinner (CheeKin & Gwen)

April 22... 

it was the big big big day for my friend, CheeKin... 

CONGRATULATION to CheeKin & Gwen...

Reunion of DG055... Group Photo without the Groom

Yammmmmmmmmmmmmmm Singggggggggg !!!

after 5 years... Team 4+1 is BACK !!!

NOTE : pictures are all stolen from my friends facebook page

Mirror Mirror

went to watch this comedy show, MIRROR MIRROR, with darling...

YES... it is something about Snow White... NO... is not the classic story... because this is more to comedy... well... nothing much to say about this movie beside FUNNY ... go and watch it if you are looking for a comedy show... this is what you must watch... haHAha...

1year Anniversary

HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY !!! 

my lovely DARLING !!!

since this is monday... there nothing big I can do to celebrate with her... therefore... what ever I try to plan... it all happen yesterday... YES ... is YESTERDAY !!! at least me and her wasn't that busy especially on SUNDAY ... next is the story of roughly what happen yesterday ... :D

the place we went ?! BUKIT TINGGI ... oh... the one in Pahang... not the one in KLANG... haHAha... reason?! just because that place is full of LANTANA... well... for some... you might think... its only just lantana... but for my darling... LANTANA is like a dream to her... well... at least is what make her go "crazy" and "cute" and "weird"... haHAha!! sadly... just before we arrive our destination... we had some small argument going on between us... luckily everything were solve few minutes after we arrive... you can't imagine how relief I am during that moment... than by evening... for some reason... we end up in Summit Cinema watching, We Not Naughty ... haHAha... what a show...

than by night... I did some cooking for my darling... hehe... I think this is the 2nd time I cooked for her... personally... the meal taste not that good... but she somehow like it... well... I hope so... haHAha... but I will cook a better meal next time... :D

once again... 

HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY, DARLING !! 

I LOVE YOU !!

Hunger Game

went to watch this movie, HUNGER GAMES, with darling ...

this movie kinda WOW me... a lot of things is not what I expecting... so kinda full of surprise here and there... well... basically Hunger Games is a name of a competition inside the movie... a competition to find out who is the best of the best which the winner will be decide with Last Man Stand ... seriously... this movie is nice... so i would say... go and WATCH it while you still can... :D