i thought i let it go... but today... only i realize its still somewhere deep inside me... is like... there is no way i can let it go... and today... been thinking a lot about the past memory... worse of all... i have to bare the pain while doing my urgent work task... and trying my best to make a smile on my face... so that... i won't bring sadness to people nearby me...
somehow begin to wonder... if i have such a pain even on today... than i can roughly guess there will be even more pain on November 12... and WORSE.. December 24!!! November 12 might be the same feeling as for today or slightly bitter... but December 24.. it maybe double... triple... or more pain than i can ever imagine... December 24 has been haunted me for the past 3 years... i hope it wont haunt me again this year...
somehow begin to wonder... if i have such a pain even on today... than i can roughly guess there will be even more pain on November 12... and WORSE.. December 24!!! November 12 might be the same feeling as for today or slightly bitter... but December 24.. it maybe double... triple... or more pain than i can ever imagine... December 24 has been haunted me for the past 3 years... i hope it wont haunt me again this year...
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