FEAR

i remember my friend told me few months back..

the reason i cant "submarine" style in the water..

is mainly because.. FEAR..

he saw FEAR within me..

the FEAR of water/drowning..

once i don't believe him.. until today..

i went swimming with my dear..

and.. the FEAR invade my mind.. 

every time i try to dive in and dive deep.. 

i will remember both the moment.. 

the moment where i almost drown myself for 2 times.. 

YES!! not just once.. but TWO!!

if its not because of my friend, Siew Ting Hong..

i wonder am i still breathing now?!

because he is the one that save me on the both incident..

how should i conquered that FEAR?!

i seriously have no idea..