Confuse, Jealousy, Wondering

23 June 2010

The more I get to know her... The more i feel like she seems like SheauFei... attitude... playful... speech... makeup... even cursing with exactly the 3 same words... it was just like she was here but in different body... well... i guess the only different would be the fashion...

Sometimes just feel like... my feeling to her is a bit unfair... coz most of the time i see her as SheauFei but not herself... i guess i have to stop 'doing' this... i know i always keep telling her to forget about the pass... but I myself was the one that trap in the past... as in keep seeing SheauFei in her... Sometimes I do wonder mine feeling to her is it really her?! or just to a replacement?! wish i can take out my heart and have a clear view on it... T.T

Worse of all... sometimes i do feel something when he was talking and chatting with her... i wonder is that what JEALOUSY feel like... oh Wait!!! why do I feel jealousy on her... it getting more weird as time past... wonder.. is it everything that R predict is becoming true... BUT... if i feel jealousy on her... than what is the feeling that I have towards my Dream Girl... Besides... why do i feel very very happy when having fun or crap around with her?! is this a SIGN?! Well... As far as I know... I'm slightly more happy to spend time with my Dream Girl compare to her...Can someone please guide me?! or at least let me know what should I do?! I getting more confuse and lost focus when day pass by...

is it her that the one I fell into?! What is the feeling that I have towards my dream Girl?! or is it her that I see?! or is just the shadow of SheauFei in her?! AHHHHH~~

Sunday Badminton Session

20 June 2010

4.15pm... i walk to the girls house... than took ShaeLyn ride to Cyberjaya to play badminton with those Indian colleague... we crap almost everything while we were inside the car... arriving roughly around 4.50pm... once we (me & ShaeLyn) were there... we found out that no one else have arrive yet... so we enjoy other ppl play while waiting... roughly 5.15pm... everyone arrive... including some that ShaeLyn go fetch them few minutes away from the place we play...

than the round game started... around 7.15pm... ShaeLyn and I visited Shyam & Prince place, CyberView... it was such a nice place to stay... but Expensive too... besides... i feel like i'm in some kind of resort more than housing area... what a wonderful ville... than around 8.30pm... ShaeLyn and I went back home... and continue to crap everything on the journey... ^^

Sinapore Trip

19 June 2010

Singapore Trip...
(updating soon... arranging photos...)

Awesome Saturday

12 June 2010

SkyTrex!!! oh yeah~ there 20 of us in total that join the SkyTrex Session that organize by Celine... and YES... we go for the extreme challenge which honestly... i didn't feel much challenge compare to what i have before in Sabah (if i remember correctly is something call Sabah Overbound School)...

I enjoy a lot during the extreme course... i go with the front part... so I'm not quite sure of whatever things that happen behind... only manage to heard of it... but whatever i heard... who cares... at least everyone in the group complete the Extreme Challenge... those that who are very noisy and act tough still manage to finish the course even though i think they suffer quite a lot... but WELL DONE guys... according to some... they finally conquered their fear of height through this Extreme course... i wish we have it again someday...

in the night... OH GOSH.. the person that seldom came online has appear on my MSN list with green colour icon... so I manage to take my chances and crap with her quite a lot of 'rubbish'... and i just realize through msn that she is in hometown, MELACCA, instead of KAJANG (from what she told me on Friday about her weekends plan)... what a surprise... well... nice to crap with you... and hope to chat with you soon...

Sunday Outing

6 June 2010

Today was suppose to be ShaeLyn birthday... but since she is with her super close friends... so we (Me, Danny, Steve, and Paw) cant trick her out to celebrate... so we decided to go 1 Utama... first of all... the reason why we choose there is because of Lego Fair... 2nd... is because the cinema is better than Sunway Pyramid...

roughly 12.30pm... i arrive in 1 Utama... than i head straight to Lego Fair while waiting for others to arrive... while looking around... i manage to shoot some photos... than around 1.10pm... the rest arrive and found me... than head head for lunch in New York Deli... after lunch... we head straight to cinema to watch Prince Of Persia...

Prince Of Persia : The Sands of Time.. it was quite a nice movie.. story wise... acceptable... but its kinda different if compare to the game... effect wise is quite nice especially the sands and the slow motion snake... the things that make me sad would be... the ending of the story... and the Green & Blue Screen effect (maybe i'm too into my working experience)... overall i will still recommend my friends to watch it...

after movie... we head to a cake shop somewhere in Taman Mega to buy a cake for ShaeLyn for her surprise birthday on monday (7 June 2010)... present wise.. i cant think of anything that she like that I'm affordable to get it for her... but at least Me & Danny manage to have dinner with her in the night to 'teman' her 'lonely' birthday... HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you, SHAE LYN...

Marmaduke

4 June 2010

around 5.45pm... Me and ShaeLyn take Jason Aw car to Mid Valley... on the journey to Mid Valley... I get to know more about Jason Aw... which i normally dont have the too many chances to talk with him because of different in department... than 3 of us start talking crap on the journey... haHaha... after Jason drop us in MidVally... he go fetch his gf... while Me and ShaeLyn meet up with NaiYin and waste our time at Pet Shop and Anime Shop while waiting other to arrive...

7.30pm is our movie session at Mid Valley... movie was Marmaduke... some tiny part of the shots was done by Rhythm & Hues... that is the reason why we went to watch this movie today... ^^

haHaha.. after the movie... we head back home... the most sad part was... we have to traffic jam out of Mid Valley to Federal Highway... during the traffic jam... 5 of us (Me, NaiYin, ShaeLyn, Edwian, MattLabrooy) talk quite a lot of crap inside the car... from a normal crap to non-sense crap... haHaha... i guess that how we spend our time...

Badminton Session

2 June 2010

its yet another badminton session... nothing much that i can remember things that happen during the session... EXCEPT...

1st - Sean is actually a very skill player... but is just that... by putting me and him together... teamwork is really sucks to the bottom... both us cannot play with our full potential... is like the communication between us is so bad that we cant really communicated while having matches... in other words... its totally different play style that cannot be put together...

2nd - I have the chance to team with ShaeLyn... which is assign by Prasad... not sure what happen in the beginning of the match... i just feel so not myself... is like... 'OH MY GOSH... why her?! why not other people?! she is so skill that i scare i cant follow the steps...' so early the match i was like disturbing her here and there... but nearly end of the match... i just feel like cant lose without scoring any point by me... coz all the points was scored by her... i guess that was the time that our teamwork start to build up... is like we can communicate without talking... nice play, ShaeLyn... even though we lost by 1 point...