Stupid Jothan

3 July 2010

3.20pm... we went and watch Karate Kid... inside the cinema... it seems like ShaeLyn create a chance for me to sit next to her... while ShaeLyn sit on the other side of her... if this is what ShaeLyn trying to do... i guess i own her a THANKS... just before the movie started... we manage to watch some trailer... than somehow when Sorceror's Apprentice trailer came out... she was so freaking happy that she say she must watch this... i guess if possible... its time for me to take action and date her out watching that movie with her...

As for this movie... i still cant figure out why they call it Karate Kid since the kid is learning Chinese Martial Arts... As for the story... nothing much that i can talk about... since everything about the story line is expected... Besides... i guess Jaden Smith possess his father (Will Smith) acting skill... his facing expression is so freaking cool and nice... believe he will become a wonderful actor just like his father in the near future...

After the movie... we decided to left... and that is the moment that i take the wrong move... instead of simply find an excuse to shop with her and get to spend time with her... i go skating with Steve and Abu... AH!!! i was so freaking STUPID... until 3 minute after she left... only i realize it because of Kuan Win 'scold' me for it... T.T

Lastly.. thanks to ShaeLyn that i finally found the answer which i'm been seeking for... well... is not like she talk to me or what... its just that her action make me realize it...

to ShaeLyn : Thanks ShaeLyn... even though you feel blur and confuse when u read this... but yeah... Thanks...

The Mist

2 July 2010

tonight R&H having a farewell for Harry Lum (compositing sup)... he is going back to LA... so some of the big guy in R&H decide to visit TheMist tonight...

9.45pm... i walk to the girls house n hope into ShaeLyn car and saw NaiYin next to her... and than we went to pick up Frans somewhere in Puchong... after that... we head straight to The Mist... problem is... no one know where is that... as for me... i only know roughly the place... but not confirm... so ShaeLyn decided to went back home and get GPRS... since we cant find the place in the GPRS... and i dunno how to use that GPRS... so i just use it as a map and mark the location which i roughly know and follow the map...

once we get there... its FUN time... not quite sure it is ShaeLyn & NaiYin shy or what... but they sure does seems like is their first visit to club... haHaha... Me and Jason trying to pull them to dance floor... but it took us quite a long time to persuade them... as for me and Jason... guess we are the only person without alcohol that night (at least i still got few drops)... than the rest of the night we were just having Coke... haHaha... guess its my first time clubbing with COKE...

2.15am... we head back home... on the way back... ShaeLyn say that a guy try and get to know NaiYin... that the only part i know... but still... i felt something after i heard that... seems like i not daring enough to take a move yet...

What have I done?!

1 July 2010

are you mad at me after what i have asking around too much yesterday... you ware kinda total ignore me almost the whole day... as if i was kinda invisible for you today?! seriously I not sure what have I done to make you treat me like that... I try to communicate with you... it was as if my words or texts cant reach to you at all... please don't treat me like that... I kinda feel bad and suffering in this situation... well... at least tell please me what have I done to make you get so mad at me?! please... and seriously Sorry if what I've done really hurt you so much...

things have been flying around...

30 June 2010

things that happen today is TOP SECRET... because it involve my NEW FRIEND, Kalyana...



notes:
who ever desperate... you're welcome to hack into my computer and get into this path..
D:\Private\30June2010.txt

Confuse, Jealousy, Wondering

23 June 2010

The more I get to know her... The more i feel like she seems like SheauFei... attitude... playful... speech... makeup... even cursing with exactly the 3 same words... it was just like she was here but in different body... well... i guess the only different would be the fashion...

Sometimes just feel like... my feeling to her is a bit unfair... coz most of the time i see her as SheauFei but not herself... i guess i have to stop 'doing' this... i know i always keep telling her to forget about the pass... but I myself was the one that trap in the past... as in keep seeing SheauFei in her... Sometimes I do wonder mine feeling to her is it really her?! or just to a replacement?! wish i can take out my heart and have a clear view on it... T.T

Worse of all... sometimes i do feel something when he was talking and chatting with her... i wonder is that what JEALOUSY feel like... oh Wait!!! why do I feel jealousy on her... it getting more weird as time past... wonder.. is it everything that R predict is becoming true... BUT... if i feel jealousy on her... than what is the feeling that I have towards my Dream Girl... Besides... why do i feel very very happy when having fun or crap around with her?! is this a SIGN?! Well... As far as I know... I'm slightly more happy to spend time with my Dream Girl compare to her...Can someone please guide me?! or at least let me know what should I do?! I getting more confuse and lost focus when day pass by...

is it her that the one I fell into?! What is the feeling that I have towards my dream Girl?! or is it her that I see?! or is just the shadow of SheauFei in her?! AHHHHH~~

Sunday Badminton Session

20 June 2010

4.15pm... i walk to the girls house... than took ShaeLyn ride to Cyberjaya to play badminton with those Indian colleague... we crap almost everything while we were inside the car... arriving roughly around 4.50pm... once we (me & ShaeLyn) were there... we found out that no one else have arrive yet... so we enjoy other ppl play while waiting... roughly 5.15pm... everyone arrive... including some that ShaeLyn go fetch them few minutes away from the place we play...

than the round game started... around 7.15pm... ShaeLyn and I visited Shyam & Prince place, CyberView... it was such a nice place to stay... but Expensive too... besides... i feel like i'm in some kind of resort more than housing area... what a wonderful ville... than around 8.30pm... ShaeLyn and I went back home... and continue to crap everything on the journey... ^^

Sinapore Trip

19 June 2010

Singapore Trip...
(updating soon... arranging photos...)