17 July 2010
around 7.30pm... L appear on my msn msg box... seems like she been suffering a lot from the past.. thing that happen make L don't have the courage to give it a second try... it somehow give me a feeling that.. L feel like staying inside the cage is better than flying outside in the sky especially with so many predators around... but what to do... i myself have a bad experience in the past too... it took me hell lot of time / good reason / new hope to recover...
a story of mine for u, L:
December 24, 2006... bad experience happen... no matter how hard i try to forget it... it still haunt me... especially since that day onwards... every Christmas Eve just make me remember things that happen on that day... at least it took me more than 1 year to heal the wound... June 2, 2008... i met R... October 5, 2008... i met A... mentally R n A manage to help me forget about things in the past... but when ever Christmas Eve is here... i'm still back to square one... January 28, 2010... i met N... the appearance of N clear away all my pain... as if the pain never ever exist.. thanks to you too, L... to encourage me to give it a try towards N... but still this cant be sure yet... the answer lies on Christmas Eve again... i just hope someday... i can have a nice Christmas Eve without the pain in me...
lets work hard together to forget about the past... i believe you can do it... its time for you to came out from the cage and start flying... don't you remember how good flying is?!
around 7.30pm... L appear on my msn msg box... seems like she been suffering a lot from the past.. thing that happen make L don't have the courage to give it a second try... it somehow give me a feeling that.. L feel like staying inside the cage is better than flying outside in the sky especially with so many predators around... but what to do... i myself have a bad experience in the past too... it took me hell lot of time / good reason / new hope to recover...
a story of mine for u, L:
December 24, 2006... bad experience happen... no matter how hard i try to forget it... it still haunt me... especially since that day onwards... every Christmas Eve just make me remember things that happen on that day... at least it took me more than 1 year to heal the wound... June 2, 2008... i met R... October 5, 2008... i met A... mentally R n A manage to help me forget about things in the past... but when ever Christmas Eve is here... i'm still back to square one... January 28, 2010... i met N... the appearance of N clear away all my pain... as if the pain never ever exist.. thanks to you too, L... to encourage me to give it a try towards N... but still this cant be sure yet... the answer lies on Christmas Eve again... i just hope someday... i can have a nice Christmas Eve without the pain in me...
lets work hard together to forget about the past... i believe you can do it... its time for you to came out from the cage and start flying... don't you remember how good flying is?!
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